someone. anyone. its not easy. not at all its so tough i know why people get jobs i know why its sweet to go to 'the office' should i be worrying about all this now by right im too young and by left i am responsible so where does that leave me - pull out of school? isnt it just pathetic how... pathetic, its just pathetic reliance reliance is pathetic dog eat dog world hunt to eat kill to live survival at the expense of another so what is it REALLY that im chasing what do i really want what am i going after at this point in time, if actions are fuelled by desire void of direction what then