"THE DANIEL CORPORATION"

Sunday, February 11, 2007

you stick around but you wonder why you lie in bed and wait to see why the reason seems to evade you but all along at the back of your head you thought that it might come to this and when the push did come to the shove what actually held you together and what kept you from falling apart? we promised to always be there from one another. we said that we'll meet up all the time. we made each other see life in its fullest and made life worth the living and gave each other a sense of what really mattered? well... what really matters nom? what? what are we doing that we said we would. what keeps us together? what keeps us moving? what holds us together?
is it going to take something drastic and desperate to hold us together? is it only catastrophe that will bring us together? the hard times made the ties strong but the test of time seems invariably stronger? i thought we were more than this and i thought it was smth that we would be proud of and smth to see for a long time.what has it come to? what is it now? what do we want and what do we treasure? ponder.think.and cry.

P.S. run out of saliva

i hope the wedding invitations arent sent as a courtesy and a token, but as VIP placements.

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

i went back there. to the very same spot.it felt like shit you know. the moment i stepped out of the car it felt like shit.i sanitise my content for the sake of gOLDER readers.it was exactly the same.exactly.every nuance and minute detail. the bench was exactly where it was. the waves were gently lapping up the parially eroding bbeach. the break waters stood erect and un,oving.unfeeling and cold.the strangers mulling aroud were exactly that.strange.though noone rushed to my side this time.the sand was coarse dry and loose.there was some strwn on the walking path.again.though i removed some the last time with my hair.or alck of it.the music still floated through the air.upbeat.distant.present.an irony of sorts.miniscule violence against a stark background of fun and frolic.

footprints in the sand didnt get washed away.

it marked the rock.