There are times, when it just saps out your emotional strength just thinking about it, and your mind plays a horrific reel of possibilities that saps saps - interesting word it sounds like the sound of your energy getting sucked out (if you emphasize the 'S')
And then, you reach deep within yourself and a certain calm prevales a Strength far superior takes over and you can do nothing but feel secure
they tell you not to lose hope and to have faith. but what in????? and don't say yourself - because then you never would have needed to have heard that in the first place