"THE DANIEL CORPORATION"

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

after the whole ordeal of settilig problems with an infidel bastard, i got to know a teacher better, and got to know the other side of her. well i am sure nooone wants to hear the sappy shit that went down. but i think there was one particular qn that she asked me, that i get the feeling alot of you would like to get answered.

''ANAND, WHY ARE YOU SO HARD UP INSIDE?WHY ARE YOU SO HARD?''

the question was directed due to the fact that she sensed the resentment and the hatred i had inside.was she right? absolutely.

although i will say that the hate has diminished as i learn to forgive and forget. the resentment? it still shows. the cuts can heal. but the scars will show.forever.

any of what i said so far make sense? to those who endured similar things that i have been through in the past, everything i said would bring back fresh memories, and piercing aches in the heart.

you know what, i am not ready to advertise my battle scars yet. not yet.

but stay tuned.i will uncover them.

p.s. he is alive because i PROMISED not to do anything to him. i have never broken a promise. never will.